I hate food

The taste, ingredients, calories. EVERYTHING ABOUT IT! Today I ate crescents (no milk or eggs), soy hot chocolate,  2 spring rolls and a tofu ice-cream cone thing. I feel like a fat ho bag and I just wanna cry and purge. I'm sick with a pretty bad congestion so I know that my body needs food, but I had been eating less and less before getting sick and now...blah. Not to mention that I've been drinking non-diet soda.

Lately I've had this "problem" that oily foods really gross me out. I quote problem because this is a blessing! But my mom made the spring rolls and her bitchiness would of came full force if I hadn't ate them.

Also, my mom is not fully supportive of my vegan decision. "It's only a little bit of milk!" It doesn't matter, it has milk. Milk=me no eat. Milk seems to be in so many random things, like croutons and doritos. Fucking milk. Also, I thought the Boca burgers I had were vegan, but they have milk AND eggs. What's up with that? So I can't say I'm eating fully vegan yet, I have to finish those burgers and croutons.

I need to get better, get my ass to the gym and find a way to skip meals and get rid of food if you know what I'm saying. I feel so guilty and disgusting, it's not even funny. I got a gym membership like 2 weeks ago and I still haven't been able to go.

In other news, last day of midterms Monday. So far...

• AP Environmental Science-C
• AP English Literature-A or B
• AP Spanish-A
• AP World History- Most likely something horrible. I don't even wanna know.