Worried

Will anyone read this? Will anyone care :-/

Worried about....
College, Life, The Future. Am I going to stay in the US? Is Pitt going to accept me with how crappy my second semester junior grades were?

As far as junior year goes, I just didn't have the time and it was sooo hard. Not that it matters now, it's done and there's nothing I can do. At least I gave it my all.

Hitler took up all my time with AP Biology (refer to March files for example). The homework was insane. The homework questions were written according to the old book, so one answer would be found in page 100 and another in page 500. Not only did I not have time to learn the material, I didn't have much time to focus on homework for my other AP classes either. It makes me cry just thinking about all the C's on my transcript. As for the D in Algebra, I just really can't do math. I'm more of a theory person- my 5 in the AP Psychology exam proves it, I think.

I'm finishing my college essay during Christmas break and asking for letters of recommendation after break. Everything should be in by January.

As far as staying in the US, I'm not a legal resident. I came here legally with my parents when I was 8 and my visa expired. This is the only country I know but I can't stay here if Dream Act doesn't pass. I want to go to law school, and who'd hire a lawyer without a SS number?

Now, I don't want to hear any BS about how I'm breaking the law, I was 8! I didn't have a say, and I don't know my home country. It's tearing me apart to feel like this, so helpless. I know so many Americans who are druggies and a bunch of ass-hats. I'm a good person who has worked their ass off in high school for a better future. I don't see in what dimension this is fair.